...

i'm impressed, i sld have gone along with it.
now that i look back, it maybe.
people come people go haha..

at least u're better then i thought.
And i 'm happy for u. =)

driven

what if there's a bottom line..
and i felt like its brittle.

whats if u cant pin point e fault even when it doesnt go right.

haha

i haven blogged for so long..
Ha well thats not the point..
Cant imagine i got BIRD shit on my hair today.. FUCKIN pissed... all e vulgaraties are running
up my head real quick.... and well thank god too as i'm nt too far from home to salvage it.

and whats worst, i just saw e miss singapore interview... its totally cannot make it man..
well i wont say her make up is bad, she do look pretty with all the art on. but her english is omg..
well see it to believe it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5F74FZfdSJY&feature=player_embedded

baby

U ..

have been forgiving and tolerant.

I ..

promise i will treasure us

Loves..

Chloe

chloe came on mon, she was really cute n adorable.. everone likes her.

Tues i brought puipui to e vet, as he is havin a little hair fall problem and i dun wan Chloe to be affected. Pui Pui has abit of hair prob, but it was mild, luckily...

wed i bath Chloe, found tat she had more then 1 spot that do not look good.

Yest i found another 1.

And today when i check e spots it look worst, so i brought it to a vet.

It appeared to be quite bad, 4 parts of her body is affected, my heart was so painful when the male nurse shave her hair off .. reflected to mummy and she called my cousin Lawerence who got us the dog.

He called me immediately and blame on e bunnies.. puipui was e prime suspect for chloe's skin condition? wth how can tat be. day 2 i already found e wound on chloe within less then 24 hrs ??

And he said that it happen to his old dog before.

Lastly he suggested to give up e rabbits if it was them.

i dun think i can do it.

bad start good end..

a really moody day, with the cool rain breeze makes it emo.

decided that i wld really go crazy stayin home so i went Vivo.

HaHa... Great finds:

Diva necklace or earrings set all at $3 each!!! cheappp cheappp

Got like a necklace and 2 set or earrings, 1 set normal left and right and the other set actually have 6 pairs.(include 2 designs n 3 colour of each)

omg.. damn aunty haha but nt all 6 pairs is nice la, just super worth it la..

Then at La Senza got 3 strings for $5.90 omg!!! Its some panty sale thinky that's selling real cheap panties but i cant find nice panties so i settled for the strings. Well dunno if i get to wear all of them but its still damn worth it. So have to get!

And another bra at 40% off ..haha really need more as i'm spoilin most by machine wash.

and lasty just a normal tank at 11.90 from Zara. well no sale for zara tank top but well its less then 12 bucks who cares anyways. haha.

Oh and 2 Levis boxes for my bro too cuz its on SALE $12 each kinna cheap i guess cuz i bought him last time at 19 bucks.

Conclusion: Budget shopping trips..

paper planes can u take me somewhere

i'm bored, bored of this...

missing my drinking buddy. Missing my formal life.

Its not like its nt good but just something felt amiss i cant tell what it was

yet i cant say i am not enjoying myself.

how contradicting...

Maybe when people grow up, they start havin their own lifes, and i m having mine.

It starts to distance, and i became distant too.

what makes me today ain sufficent for tomorrow.

What makes me tomorrow, makes me worry for the next.

what if one day i call for a stop. Could i by then?

what if the luck runs out?

or maybe a simple word 'content' sld do the trick.

HaHa stop thinkin so much.. BOO

soon

OK JUST ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!!!!!! HAHA

swing

1 paper DOWN.

3 more to go.

Walking is a bliss thou i feel weak

and for all who misses me i end my paper on e 26th MAY 2009.

u gave it away..

and then it found its way out.

why are u partially leading it home?

all u need was a fren in deed.

dreads

as everyone else, i detest exams, especially when preparations are just not going well.

I'm so freaking near to may and i dun really feel the urge to pick up my books...

just read thru one of the prelim papers, and i feel so GONE... Gone gone gone..

i'm so dead.. 4 papers, none prepared. none felt safe. none seems to interest me.

none is gonna turn out well.

Oh god, i'm so sick of this, Just bless me pls.

34 marks is just wad i need.

my crooked behaviour

LAZY BUM.

Fuckuped

GRAVES

Rain baby rain...

still here.

i see right thru it.

u're playing with fire.

Dun lose urself in the mist thou u said u had control.

U left me hanging but

i'm moving on.

glimpse

i started basic walkin... and i can bent to 30 degrees when i'm goin out like finally.. Straight is like so freakin uncomfortable la.. n i walk like a DUCK... QUACK QUACK..

At least at 30 degrees it's more normal..

well everything seem to have finally improved. I've been promoted to phrase 2 of post op physio, hope its cool shit.. And i can do e cycling machine alrdy, ha thou e stupid knee still has some light bruises. Oh yea and i think some of e nerves are practically damaged for long, cant really feel much around e left side of my shin. =/

Hope it'll b e soon when i can walk w/o all the help. I miss my friends man, haha. miss takin buses those cheap fares omg taxi is really killing me. Hello economy is bad man...

miss clubbing stupid ladies night... miss GOOD FOOD!!! packet food is really e only avaliable option, n 2 months plus of stayin at home i think i practically tasted all the different dishes la.. miss sweating and playin man, run it out...

i cant imagine wad june will be like but i'm Indefinitely looking forward.. stupid exams pass fast man..

Friday Thirteen

removed my stitches today.

Still cant walk.

till then.

放生

我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净利落沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
就彼此放手留下活口
爱的时候说过的承诺
爱过以后就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净利落
沦落就沦落 爱闯祸就闯
祸我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
就彼此放手彼此留下活口

i hear u. but i dunno whats holding me back.
gimme time and patience.
like u say i can do it.
i'll take this timeframe to seach my souls
to recuperate
to brige gaps
to miss n learn the way things should be.
maybe eventually i will see it.
or rather i should.
waking up when its time to wake up. i know.
....stop me if u still do
dun need to be owned to be happy WHAHAHAH!!
goodbye is the word, i be smiling when i tell u that.
ohh la la.. bumblebee, bump it off.
then i'll be singing this hahahha

我终于变得不多愁善感
回忆还心跳那么难忘
拥抱的热还留在我们的身上
缘份却不能反抗
爱人不变朋友实在太难
希望离别能让以后
更快乐更幸福更美满
我快乐的眼泪在流转
lovedubronson. remebered that u said u din know how to drift, remembered how u made me strong
remembered how u pissed me off, and remembers the memories we created.
learning the process of forgetting and casting aside.
i wont thank u for the fun cause u had ur share too. and i want the cap back.

tfird

its empty

曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火

如今沉默加上沉默更沉默

recovery Phrase 1

heys guys thanks for coming to visit me on my hospital bed

and e sweet thoughts and gifts.

Get well soon =0

g

hope i din messed things up.
oh god, i'm sorry


i want to walk,

latest update!

ok, finally got everything settled, e doc even suggested to op tml, i hope for that too but i cant be skipping lessons already, exams are so freakin near..

I'll be going for my operation on the 26th of Feb morning 830 at Alexander Hospital. Will be on GA and i'll prob be sleeping for quite some time till e whole thing ends. Well i don't mind visitors but pls dun buy chicken essence, i really dun dare to drink that, hahah. ok la best is dun waste money la. K i know la abit thick skin ha but just in case ma.

about my injury, Well Its confimed to be ACL(ligamen) complete tear n medium meniscus tear, seem quite a bad tear for e meniscus as it was prolonged and e doc says i may require a longer time to recover as my injury has been there for quite some time it actually loosen the joint area. So if i din let it recover properly it will be quite loose which is NOT GOOD. I tot i could be the lucky 1 to be up by 6mths if i wrk hard but tat wont be e case. Doc actually prescribed a 1 year recovery route, instead of e norm 9 mths, so i guess all i can do is hope working hard is possible for 9 mths.

Thats it. I'll look forward to speedy recovery.

my oh my

somestuffareputtotest.

Seeing the Surgeon tml, Hurray!!! hopefully can quickly get my op and start walking again!!!

I wanna clubtillfour.shopnonstop.ktv.mahjong.seafoodretreatjbmaybe.playsomeballs.

dressupcuzihaventouchmycupboardforages.midnightmovies.buymasksanddofacial.

meetfriendsupalot.getdrivinglicence.savesomebucks.getalife.studysuperhard.

HaHaHa ok stop dreaming -think i can do studying and a lil bit of those. =/

feb14

somehow, i've began to dislike weekends, cuz they seem longer then long.
anyways i'm much nearer to my MRI, at least there's something that i look forward to.

i'm slighty burned aft all e coachin these days, intersch is ending soon, one last and crucial game to play, i'm nt really confident. trying to express is quite a chore and it really pisses me off.

Its e graduation for my very 1st batch soon, i used to have 12 girls now 7, it just drop by e years. It's kinna wierd to finish a cycle. 3 years plus, seen them thru, learnt a lot and changed a lot. There's a closure to everything, so there'll be a new start, and Hopefully a brand new batch will blossom, i wanna see some motivation in myself, some passion for it again.

and not forgetting HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG.

day aft day.

a prisoner at home i really cant take it.
fuck every other day.
fuck it.

silly girl

a promise is a promise how could u take it so lightly.

twice.








i wanna walk badly. real bad

1st feb

demoralising day..
i sld be somewhere out there gambling.
Not here blogging.

to sleep or not to sleep
15 Hrs to go. =(

again

i hate to have to repeat those dreadful days

fuck it

CNY

We are hosting CNY dinner for the first time so there are so much work to do.

From buying goodies to spring cleaning to the actual day preparation and then food itself.. HaHa

And because we're hosting , its e 1st time i saw so MUCH FOOD IN MY HOUSE. haha

Fridge 1-

delicated to all the cold food

Fridge 2-

delicated to all the fruits enough to eat 40 ppl la!!!

New year goodies. Yummy haha

Ok moral of the story CNY IS FAT..!!

HUAT AR!!

the scorpio

-SCORPIO -

The Intense One

Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/orpossessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holdsgrudges. Attractive. Determined. Lovesbeing in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered attimes. Passionate and Emotional.

emotional.

grey school girl

hais, i detest this feeling having skip class and feeling guilty. I din really want to miss but i just have yet to done my hmw and this stupid lecturer will ask every student to show him our work and i prob will get humiliated again.

somehow in poly i remembered i din like missing classes even thou i may end up sleeping in them. SIM is so diff from poly, especially UOL, its like a loner course at times, fittest survive. People already have formed groups way before hand and i just somehow dun. My hectic timetable has made me worst. I am still not motivated and yes i am scared, i know, its just hais. I know myself, even after repeately feeling disappointed i do feel the stress, and i know i'm in control only myself can do something.

It sucks, just give me a chance. I hope i can promise.

U feeling disappointed, i caught the message.

just sucks..

i detest u!!!

U undecisive lazy bum.

Its about time to wakie and work harder then hard.

our encounters

6 months pass and my old friend was back from newZealand, well abt less then a month she'll be leaving again.. So took full use to my time to spend quality time with her. =)

In e 6 months tat passed, we gone thru e same funny encounters in different parts of the world, and we kept the exact same news to break to each other. What to say haha Great Minds think alike !!!

Loves

Someday we will walk down e memory lane together and laugh and all e lame jokes

and stupidity.