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hope i din messed things up.
oh god, i'm sorry


i want to walk,

latest update!

ok, finally got everything settled, e doc even suggested to op tml, i hope for that too but i cant be skipping lessons already, exams are so freakin near..

I'll be going for my operation on the 26th of Feb morning 830 at Alexander Hospital. Will be on GA and i'll prob be sleeping for quite some time till e whole thing ends. Well i don't mind visitors but pls dun buy chicken essence, i really dun dare to drink that, hahah. ok la best is dun waste money la. K i know la abit thick skin ha but just in case ma.

about my injury, Well Its confimed to be ACL(ligamen) complete tear n medium meniscus tear, seem quite a bad tear for e meniscus as it was prolonged and e doc says i may require a longer time to recover as my injury has been there for quite some time it actually loosen the joint area. So if i din let it recover properly it will be quite loose which is NOT GOOD. I tot i could be the lucky 1 to be up by 6mths if i wrk hard but tat wont be e case. Doc actually prescribed a 1 year recovery route, instead of e norm 9 mths, so i guess all i can do is hope working hard is possible for 9 mths.

Thats it. I'll look forward to speedy recovery.

my oh my

somestuffareputtotest.

Seeing the Surgeon tml, Hurray!!! hopefully can quickly get my op and start walking again!!!

I wanna clubtillfour.shopnonstop.ktv.mahjong.seafoodretreatjbmaybe.playsomeballs.

dressupcuzihaventouchmycupboardforages.midnightmovies.buymasksanddofacial.

meetfriendsupalot.getdrivinglicence.savesomebucks.getalife.studysuperhard.

HaHaHa ok stop dreaming -think i can do studying and a lil bit of those. =/

feb14

somehow, i've began to dislike weekends, cuz they seem longer then long.
anyways i'm much nearer to my MRI, at least there's something that i look forward to.

i'm slighty burned aft all e coachin these days, intersch is ending soon, one last and crucial game to play, i'm nt really confident. trying to express is quite a chore and it really pisses me off.

Its e graduation for my very 1st batch soon, i used to have 12 girls now 7, it just drop by e years. It's kinna wierd to finish a cycle. 3 years plus, seen them thru, learnt a lot and changed a lot. There's a closure to everything, so there'll be a new start, and Hopefully a brand new batch will blossom, i wanna see some motivation in myself, some passion for it again.

and not forgetting HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG.

day aft day.

a prisoner at home i really cant take it.
fuck every other day.
fuck it.

silly girl

a promise is a promise how could u take it so lightly.

twice.








i wanna walk badly. real bad

1st feb

demoralising day..
i sld be somewhere out there gambling.
Not here blogging.

to sleep or not to sleep
15 Hrs to go. =(