soon

OK JUST ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!!!!!! HAHA

swing

1 paper DOWN.

3 more to go.

Walking is a bliss thou i feel weak

and for all who misses me i end my paper on e 26th MAY 2009.

u gave it away..

and then it found its way out.

why are u partially leading it home?

all u need was a fren in deed.

dreads

as everyone else, i detest exams, especially when preparations are just not going well.

I'm so freaking near to may and i dun really feel the urge to pick up my books...

just read thru one of the prelim papers, and i feel so GONE... Gone gone gone..

i'm so dead.. 4 papers, none prepared. none felt safe. none seems to interest me.

none is gonna turn out well.

Oh god, i'm so sick of this, Just bless me pls.

34 marks is just wad i need.

my crooked behaviour

LAZY BUM.

Fuckuped

GRAVES

Rain baby rain...

still here.

i see right thru it.

u're playing with fire.

Dun lose urself in the mist thou u said u had control.

U left me hanging but

i'm moving on.

glimpse

i started basic walkin... and i can bent to 30 degrees when i'm goin out like finally.. Straight is like so freakin uncomfortable la.. n i walk like a DUCK... QUACK QUACK..

At least at 30 degrees it's more normal..

well everything seem to have finally improved. I've been promoted to phrase 2 of post op physio, hope its cool shit.. And i can do e cycling machine alrdy, ha thou e stupid knee still has some light bruises. Oh yea and i think some of e nerves are practically damaged for long, cant really feel much around e left side of my shin. =/

Hope it'll b e soon when i can walk w/o all the help. I miss my friends man, haha. miss takin buses those cheap fares omg taxi is really killing me. Hello economy is bad man...

miss clubbing stupid ladies night... miss GOOD FOOD!!! packet food is really e only avaliable option, n 2 months plus of stayin at home i think i practically tasted all the different dishes la.. miss sweating and playin man, run it out...

i cant imagine wad june will be like but i'm Indefinitely looking forward.. stupid exams pass fast man..

Friday Thirteen

removed my stitches today.

Still cant walk.

till then.

放生

我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净利落沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
就彼此放手留下活口
爱的时候说过的承诺
爱过以后就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净利落
沦落就沦落 爱闯祸就闯
祸我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
就彼此放手彼此留下活口

i hear u. but i dunno whats holding me back.
gimme time and patience.
like u say i can do it.
i'll take this timeframe to seach my souls
to recuperate
to brige gaps
to miss n learn the way things should be.
maybe eventually i will see it.
or rather i should.
waking up when its time to wake up. i know.
....stop me if u still do
dun need to be owned to be happy WHAHAHAH!!
goodbye is the word, i be smiling when i tell u that.
ohh la la.. bumblebee, bump it off.
then i'll be singing this hahahha

我终于变得不多愁善感
回忆还心跳那么难忘
拥抱的热还留在我们的身上
缘份却不能反抗
爱人不变朋友实在太难
希望离别能让以后
更快乐更幸福更美满
我快乐的眼泪在流转
lovedubronson. remebered that u said u din know how to drift, remembered how u made me strong
remembered how u pissed me off, and remembers the memories we created.
learning the process of forgetting and casting aside.
i wont thank u for the fun cause u had ur share too. and i want the cap back.