wierd

This is new, and wierd haha..
I did something and realise i always wanted to do it, when did i became sure a loser.
My posts were abt it totally. HAHA
OKAYS, and then now its all new.
Guess the time is right, the events made it right thou the events that happen themselves were so wrong!.
GOSH IM LOVING THIS. WIERD.
AH B AR!

cowboy casanova

You better take it from me
That boy is like a disease
You run and you try and you're tryin' to hide
And you're wondering why you can't get free

He's like a curse, he's like a drug
You'll get addicted to his love
You wanna get out, but he's holdin' you down
'Cause you can't live without one more touch

He's a, a good time, cowboy Casanova
Leaning up against the record machine
He looks like a cool drink of water
But he's candy-coated misery

He's the devil in disguise, a snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
Gives you feelings that you don't want to fight
You better run for your life

I see that look on your face
You ain't hearing what I say
So I'll say it again, 'cause I been where you been
And I know how it ends, you can't get away

Don't even look in his eyes
He'll tell you nothing but lies
And you wanna believe but you won't be deceived
If you listen to me and take my advice

He's a, a good time, cowboy Casanova
Leaning up against the record machine
He looks like a cool drink of water
But he's candy-coated misery

He's the devil in disguise, a snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
Gives you feelings that you don't want to fight
You better run for your life

Run run away, don't let him mess with your mind
He'll tell you anything you wanna hear
He'll break your heart, it's just a matter of time
But just remember

He's a, a good time, cowboy Casanova
Leaning up against the record machine
He looks like a cool drink of water
But he's candy-coated misery

He's the devil in disguise, a snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
Gives you feelings that you don't want to fight
You better run for your life

Oh, you better run for your life
Oh, you better run for your life

myself 1st!

Everyday, you have to find a time that you will put yourself first.

new start

Every Time You Feel Like Giving Up
Look Back And See How Far You Have Come.

what if?

what if, haha i often question.
So many ifs but could it?
what wld change with the if. Nobody will know.

joke looking back or joke moving forward

may

may, exams.
SICK. hah, seriously hope i wont fail anything.
as i have no longer any excuses.
I seriously regret doing UOL. and i do know i am not study material.
And of cuz, i,m pretty worried abt what my future lies for me.
But for NOW. CLEAR MAY 1st.
Bless me with load truck of luck.

late

Its so late that i saw this note, thou it wont change much, but i did feel flattered and appreciated when i'm not appreaciating what u have done. Felt sorry. Really bad. I did try many times, ended up confused and lost. I remebered wanting to run over to u many many times but i always got push back. Was't asured . I was at a stage when i was brittle and i never fail to get comfort from u but, comfort is comfort, it just din blossom the way i wanted it, and i cant find the reason why.
I guess Love its like that, you cant push feelings. It have to come naturally..
I'm not trying to do anything now. But i was shocked to find this , and sorry and really felt like an ass when i recalled how i was like. I seriously have no intention to be an ass. HaHa, i was so happy when u found the right one. Just that i saw u being single again and happen to see this note.
We'll be friends. Ha, thou we are not close or good friends, but i hope u know that u did once have a place in my heart. And i guess we could be good friends. At least i was hoping for that.

Well it seems all is ok for u now. and treasure it man.

Betty HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!