Wednesday, January 14, 2009

grey school girl

hais, i detest this feeling having skip class and feeling guilty. I din really want to miss but i just have yet to done my hmw and this stupid lecturer will ask every student to show him our work and i prob will get humiliated again.
somehow in poly i remembered i din like missing classes even thou i may end up sleeping in them. SIM is so diff from poly, especially UOL, its like a loner course at times, fittest survive. People already have formed groups way before hand and i just somehow dun. My hectic timetable has made me worst. I am still not motivated and yes i am scared, i know, its just hais. I know myself, even after repeately feeling disappointed i do feel the stress, and i know i'm in control only myself can do something.
It sucks, just give me a chance. I hope i can promise.
U feeling disappointed, i caught the message.
just sucks..
i detest u!!!
U undecisive lazy bum.
Its about time to wakie and work harder then hard.

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